As the night gives way to the golden chariot of the sun redundantly pulled by the restless and impatient beasts and the first smooth and silken ray of sunlight rushes to touch down earth doorsteps like a lost kid running back home I look upon the mesmerizing morning inspiring me with new thoughts and ideas. Inflaming my soul and heart to get going once again in search of something new and experiment with my own life to invent something new or discover some old secret lost in the tides of time change……………………..
It’s en-thrilling and I an enthusiastic filled with the energy am ready to interact and introduce myself to the world but what i also need to be is cautious at the same time. Cause what have I learnt in the run so far is that in any field of life the experience you gain is based upon how you experiment with the world around you and the experiment, must be carried out on your own expense, so keep in mind how you market(sell) yourself. Cause the one question you will always ask yourself at the end would be, was it worth it.
In this world everything is gonna cost you beside advice(even that is hard to come by today) is gonna cost you somehow or the other but it is you who gonna decide what do you wanna put at stake your heart, moral, freedom, thought, expression, ego what and how much is up to you. Experimentation may even be a damaging process leaving its own dents and bends on your soul and personality, it may even help you gain strength and polish you up like a old piece of mahogany, admired and inspiring to others but the process in its own is of personal and individual choice.
The world is open to all to experience and learn from like the night. Where some prefer to sit under the pleasant moonlight drenching their soul admiring the nature and filling their own cups of thirst with different passion under the cloak of night keeping their own little vices to themselves, while other prefer to tend to their body and mind relaxing and preparing for another day. The experiment is your own and how to carry it out is your own decision but one thing to be realized that the resource to carry it out(that is you) finite and expandable and like any other resource it has price tag and the determining factor is you how do you value yourself, is it too high, or too low.
A bonsai is in itself an art and an leading experiment and the person working on it, is in itself a leading scientist. Learning from constant experimentation and observation clipping and shaping the plant he tries to evaluate different concept and through-out the life term of the plant keeps on shaping it accordingly just like we do ourselves, our soul, personality, our identity through rigorous means of experimentation with this world and the people in it.
So its time for us to realize what we want to experiance from this vast catalog the universe have laid before us and to what extend are we ready to experiment with it and what cost does we determine of ourselves cause certainly nobody would want to sell themselves short.
So remember to gain experience any experiment carried out is on our own expense try to market yourself well.
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it’s funny,….where i live is in a very flat desert,…i can see for miles in all directions,…there is a highway to the south of my home, and i can sit and watch the many cars and trucks coming and going “wherever” all day long,…and especially in the evening. i prefer staying to myself,…but, since i am an artist by trade,….those people who are coming and going are my customers,…my “market”…which means,…i have to go out among them to market my “self” which i hate, for the most part.
at times, i think that i may be afraid that i will become “sucked into” the busied, frenzied, and stressful world in which they exist. which is what i do not want. but then again,…having my artwork solely here with me, doesn’t pay the bills either……….recently i have been putting my art on the internet,…but unfortunately,…once there,…it is easily stolen,….as it is then “digital” and copyrights are only good if they can protect you,…but first,…you have to be able to tell who they are protecting you from. any and everyone can download and print anything that i draw or paint.
which financially, reduces me to more than nothing. compliments on my artwork are nice,…but getting paid for my artwork is nicer,…as it allows me to pursue my artwork, without starving to death,…or,…hating myself for not wanting to go out among the masses.
i hear you on this my friend…..lolz many a times when i share or write something for my utilities i feel so damn guilty it feels like i am selling a part of me and being a bit selfish. its hard but it is a part of life……….and it has been some time since i have shared some of my actual work cause those godforsaken ppl somehow steals it every time
Yet if I describe a day’s work in that dusty, dingy, ill-ventilated schoolroom, there will not be a qualified teacher in the world beneath the age of fifty who will not consider it frightful. A lifetime ago it would have seemed perfectly normal schooling.